Back-stabber

at a point of life, you have to be certain about what is your plan, what are you going to do, or even what are do you want to say. sometimes, it's easier to think than to accomplish that goals. the next thing is you aren't certain what to believe, even to yourself.

then you'll find everything seems too blurry and hope someone can guides you. or even to hold on something, so you won't fall. if you lucky, you'll hold on something which bring good impact on you, and vice versa.

sometimes, when things are so hard and you think you can't find anything to help you to get up, you tend to push the weakest to the ground which makes you seem to be the among of the toughest. still, deep inside you know you aren't so tough, just being trickery and manipulative.

but in the end it doesn't even matter for you. what's important, you've survived.

that's the description about my housemates.well, most of them. sometimes it's divine to help our friends but you are fool if you do it for this kind of friend. i've known them since diploma and it's better to ignore them.

when you ignore them, they'll do anything to annoy you. but be remember to always sit still and calm. soon they notice that they just make a fool out of themselves, and they'll cuddle in shame in the end. then, you can always smile back at them and see what are their reactions.

mumble

hari ni aku sampai kat kampus balek. macam-macam rasa yang de dalam hati ni. gembire, sedey, takot dan cam2 lagi. aku masuk rumah baru sekarang ni. walaupon baru, tapi housemates aku sume member lama aku. so, x de la risau sgt. but then, rumah ni x se-okay macam umah lama aku. dan aku terase aku da wat langkah yang salah. cam segalanya2 susah skrg ni. aku arap segala2 nya akan jadi ok pada esok hari nya.