I've unofficially graduate myself today. Yesterday was my last day of internship so.. Basically I've completed my degree. Just I haven't got my official transcript yet.
I practical at government's sector where I was able to apply most of what I had learnt at degree. But when I think about it, it's not about applying what you have learnt. It's all about to know how is it feels to work and deal with people right in front of our eyes. To deal our boss expectations, our colleagues expectations, our expectation. Sometimes I wanted to lose my temper but I just kept it cool and just kept quiet. Usually I'd write everything here but since I can't, I just kept cool and control myself. That was the challenge for myself.
and other than that, my personal life.
..........
That's all i can write. Idk what happened. But I guess we've reached a crossroad where we shuld make a decision. Since he couldn't, I can't do anything about it too. too bad I still love him. and I know he'd give me anything accept time. so... I need to think whether I can be like this forever or I shud leave. and the worse thing, he doesn't want to let me go.
wow... haha.
