A guy that you think was different for a month ago, is suddenly become not to different from other guy that you ever know. a guy that you think he cares about you, it turns out that he doesn't really care, or did he?
the point is, all the sweet relationship has ended. and the reality has started now. I feel quite sad about what had happen, but then i tried so hard to make it right, but then..it's all have to come back to basic things.
when i think about it back, it's not that i can't live without him. but, actually, i;m hiding from the truth. it turns out that, i'm not afraid of losing him or anything. but, i;m afraid of my life. my study. thing isn't going great now, and i need smthing to cover up. the thing is...no matter i tried to cover it up or run away, i still have to face it. i don't think i have that strength to face it.
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