everyone wants to happy. everyone wants to do what they want. maybe they want to be happy and rich. maybe people want to be free from anything. live a life without boundaries. that way, they can live happily. no empty. feel fulfilled. no regrets, because they have do what they wanted to do. no worries, because no matter how bad things will be, they will be just fine.
unfortunately world is cruel. life is complicated. there are certain boundaries that have to be consider. makes certain people unhappy. some people said rules are bad. therefore rules must be broken. people should not have rules, to rule their own life. everybody have own right to lead and guide their life. but, i wonder....where will they be if life has no rule? will they really be happy? will things be much better?
some people said we can live better by learn from the experience. some pleople lucky like me, yeah.....i do can learn from experience. but other, who is not lucky enough, they maybe died, maybe ruin their life, somehow must said, "why no one ever remind me about this?"
or maybe they would said, "why i didn't listen?"
at that moment, there's nothing that they can do. just hope for the best for the later life.
some people just said, "why should look at the bad thing? why have to be so negative?"
i believe everything we done, everything we do has its own consequences. it's not like, we won't get anything after do that thing. for an example, something small, when we eat, we'll won't hungry. stomach is full. we'll be okay. when we eat smthing that bad, we get diarhea. if we get early treatment, we'll live. we''ll be just fine. if we don't, take it as simple diarhea which maybe it'll go away, but after a week, you die. because of the body fluid has dried. when you died, there's nothing that u can do. "no learning from mistake" quote can be apply. just have to face the afterlife.
that's the simple thing that i can think of. not much to compare with the whole thing concept of live a life. i believe there's a boundaries in life. i think not everything we can do. it's enough for me to listen my friend done it. i don't have to do it to prove to myself about what he said.
it's not that i'm hypocrite. the definition of hypocrite is that a person who professes beliefs and opinions that he or she does not hold in order to conceal his or her real feelings or motives. i love chocolate cake. i'm addicted to chocolate cake. but i have to say i don't like it, because my friends will always buy it for me. i'm a huge girl, combine with something that has high cholesterol, i'll just kill myself by eating something that i like. that's not living. that's digging my own grave. so, i said i hate chocolate cake so, people won't give it to me. that's a lie, but i'm alive.
anyhow, people has their own perception on life. some people said it's okay, others don't. but for me, a girl...23 years old girl like me who had experience so much about life, i can tell what is okay and what is not. i don't give a damn if you want to do it. i'm not gonna say anything. it's your own life. you said that you are grown enough to choose what best for you. so, whenever things go wrong, don't come to me and tell me that i don't warn ya. your parents must have said before you go further your study, don't do drugs, be wary with girls, but if you don't listen, it's not my problem. it's not like i'm self-indulgences. it's because i hate to tell people something that they already know. you want no rules, so i give one. so, don't get angry with me.
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