Perfect

it's like everything is confusing. he loves me but he really doesn't have time for me. what is it like? like...love to have me, but doesn't love to be with me?

sometimes, i tried so hard to understand. i tried so hard to give him space. as wide as i can, but he still say i don't understand his situation.

he blew out 2 girls in his life, who were ready to marry him.i don't know he did that for me or did that for himself.

i know that i'm not pretty as any girls out there. i'm not skinny. i'm not prefect. from head to toe. but please do have some guts to tell that in my face so you don't have to spend your precious time with me. and i won't expect anything from you anymore.