it's hard to describe how i feel right now. the "burden" and "expectation" people around me, makes me feel a bit depress. and whatever happen to my family, it affected the way i like about this "path".
i started to wonder whether i'm doing a right thing, to make things right, because even when i try hard enough to set things right, if the evidence is "fabricated", and the "suspect" indeed was frame, and he's going to jail, am i still on the right side?
i'm not accusing we're being "frame", and "in denial" about "everything" but "everything" seems "blurry". and the perspective of the community and the impact on my family, i feel like i don't want to go home. and i don't know whether i want to proceed this path as "people" will know the "flaws" that i "had".
i don't know whether i can do this anymore. even in the class, i kept on thinking about "it", how i start to hate this "path" and doubt whether i need to be in here, or get the hell out from here.
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