Eurythmics - Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This)

Sweet dreams are made of this

Who am I to disagree?
I travel the world
And the seven seas--
Everybody's looking for something.
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused.

(Hold your head up--Keep your head up--MOVIN' ON)

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*crying out loud.

Angry Birds

Angry Birds: ni la game yang menjadi kegilaan aku. game ni kalo aku men, kalo da cleared level, trus out. x leh proceed to the next level. because if i proceed, and aku x berjaya clear the level, aku mesti jadi gile. bukan gile x lepas (ok, tu pon leh di jadikan satu faktor), tapi gile sebab hogs tu sume tersengih2 and wat bunyi pelik, konon cam sindir aku. tau la bunyi hogs tu cm ne kn. mmg sakit ati.

pape pon, biar aku citer skit history game ni. game ni pada mule nye adalah game untuk iOS apple, pada december 2009. sejak game ni di release kan rating orang beli game ni meningkat mendadak. so, since dari tu game in di ubah supaya sesapa leh men game ni kt mne2, kat iphone, ps @ even kat pc.

game ni basically tentang sekumpulan hogs yg mencuri telur2 burung, sbb tu burung2 tu mrh. jadi la nme game ni, "Angry Birds". objektif sangat2 simple, musnah sume hogs yang de kat setiap level. nak musnah kan kene gune lastik kayu @ dlm bhse inggres, slingshot. dengan slingshot tu, player akan gune pelbagai jenis burung yang de kat setiap level untuk musnah kan hog tu. tapi, hogs tu de barrier dan segala pertahanan untuk mengelak dari di musnah kan. barier die cam2, dari kayu, kaca dan konkrit. tu la yang datang nye tricky game ni.

burung2 die de cam2 kelebihan. cam burung merah aku rase strength. de orang cakap burung ni x de gune nye, tapi aku x bersetuju. memang la die x de special skill, tapi die de strength yang burung2 len x de. burung wane biru di gune kn untuk multiple shot, (satu burung leh d pecahkan jadi 3 burung), burung wane kuning leh speed (cam torpedo), burung wane itam de de bom and burung wane putih de telur yang leh d jadikan bom.

aku paling suke burung wane kuning, sebab die speed. leh pecahkan almost everything, melaen kan konkrit. konkrit cam susah skit. burung yang paling aku x suke @ x pandai gune de la burung wane putih, sebab burung wane putih tu tricky skit. kene pandai budget bile n kat ne nak drop the atomic egg.

sekarang ni da sampai level 3. tapi kene slow skit men. x leh men selalu. kalo x, aku x ingat blaja nanti. hopefully aku leh clear sume level yang de kat dalam game ni. hehehehe

A happy coincidence

it's funny you know..when suddenly, one tiny thing occured in your life, changes everything.
it's like when you lost in hope, then suddenly a guy came and turn it on.. give you the hope back, that you can change, and ergo let go your past.

i figured out why i'm different from other girls, is because i'm not emotionally talk about myself. not emotionally talk about your past, on how it screwed yourself. and how it screwed you perspective on life, which makes you give up on everything.
when you give up on life, it feels like it doesn't matter if you aren't success in what you do, because you don't care anymore.
it feels like you want to suicide yourself, but slowly. like torturing yoruself till dead.

but when you screwed up and it effect to people that you love, you started to hate yourself. you thought your decision won't effect anyone else in your life. but when it does, you need to fix it. to make it better. you started to starighten yourself, straighten your thought, and focus on what you do. you figured out you need to avoid making mistake so that no one would hurt anymore.

but when you do a tiny mistake, you start to cursing and yelling at yourself because you make mistake again. you afraid things will be back as it were. you angry with yourself so that you won't repeat it again.

that's the whole story. the secret one.

the secret one that anyone should never know. you used to hide it well, till last few days. your laptop accidentally got infected by virus (ok, it's not accidentally. it was my fault.), and accidentally people that you used to help you with laptop's probs wasn't there. and you accidentally, let a guy from nowhere, access your laptop. within few hours, he accidentally managed to figured the secret one.

you try to hide it, but he kept on digging, untill there is no way to hide. unless you open-up. and you did. he lectured you on something that is accidentally something that you want to hear, although it was so painful to swallow.

it's funny because the guy that told you everything about your life was a guy that never knows about yourself, and yet he was right about everything. it's a funny coincidence actually. don't you think? he accidentally got acces my laptop when i don't let anyone touch my laptop even your bestfriend, he acidentally 'sees' my problem and accidentally managed to make me talk.

i dont know about this guy. either he used to have friend like me, or he was like me. either way, he was right.

Testing for specific STDs

Here are some guidelines for STD testing for specific sexually transmitted diseases.

Gonorrhea and chlamydia
Get screened annually if:

• You're a sexually active girl or woman under age 25
• You're a woman older than 25 and at risk of STDs — for example, if you're having sex with a new partner or multiple partners
• You're a man who has sex with men

If untreated, gonorrhea and chlamydia in women can cause PID, a condition that can lead to infertility. These infections can also significantly increase your risk of acquiring other STDs such as HIV.

Gonorrhea and chlamydia screening is done either through a urine test or through a swab inside the penis in men or from the inside of the cervix in women. The sample is then analyzed in a laboratory. Screening is important, because if you don't have signs or symptoms, you can be unaware that you have either infection.

HIV, syphilis and hepatitis
Request HIV, syphilis and hepatitis testing if you:

• Test positive for gonorrhea or chlamydia, which puts you at greater risk of other STDs
• Have had more than one sexual partner since your last test
• Use intravenous (IV) drugs
• Are a man who has sex with men
• Are concerned you've been exposed

Your doctor tests you for syphilis by taking either a blood sample or a swab from any genital sores you might have. The sample is examined in a laboratory. A blood sample is taken to test for HIV and hepatitis A and B.

It's possible that you may test negative for HIV, syphilis or hepatitis if you've recently acquired the infection. Tests for these infections work by detecting antibodies your immune system produces in response to specific viruses and similar agents. Because the immune response to some infections remains undetectable for several weeks, you may need to be rescreened at a later date.

Getting vaccinated for hepatitis A and B can prevent these infections.

Genital herpes
No good screening test exists for herpes, a viral infection that can be transmitted even when a person doesn't have symptoms.

Your doctor may take a tissue scraping or culture of blisters or early ulcers, if you have them, for examination in a laboratory. But a negative test doesn't rule out herpes as a cause for genital ulcerations.

A blood test also may help detect a herpes infection, but results aren't always conclusive. You may ask for a "type-specific" IgG blood test, which differentiates between the two types of the herpes virus, measuring antibodies to the viruses in your blood. Type 1 is the virus that more typically causes cold sores, although it can also cause genital sores. Type 2 is the virus that more typically causes genital sores. Still, the results may not be totally clear, depending on the sensitivity of the test and the stage of the infection. False-positive and false-negative results are possible.

HPV
Being infected with certain types of human papillomavirus (HPV) is the most important risk factor for developing cervical cancer.

No HPV screening test is available for men, in whom the infection is diagnosed only by visual inspection or biopsy of genital warts that don't appear in every case. In women, HPV testing involves:

• Pap test, once a year if you're younger than age 30 or every three years if you're age 30 or older and have had normal test results your past three tests
• DNA test of the HPV virus, in combination with a Pap test, if you're over age 30

The HPV test is collected with a brushing from the cervical canal. Women with both a negative Pap test and a negative HPV DNA test are at low risk of developing significant precancerous changes of the cervix over the next three years.

The combination of Pap test and HPV DNA testing is not approved by the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) for women younger than 30 because HPV infections that will ultimately clear up on their own are more common in this age group, and a positive test result may lead to unnecessary additional testing and treatment.

The HPV DNA test can test for both low-risk types of HPV, which may cause genital warts, and high-risk types that may cause cervical cancer. Your doctor may recommend testing only for the high-risk types because of their threat to your health. Since no treatments exist for HPV itself — although treatments do exist for genital wart outbreaks caused by HPV — paying for a test to find the low-risk types may be of little use to you.

Girls and women ages 9 to 26 can help prevent HPV infection by receiving the HPV vaccine.

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aku nak je taruk pic penyakit2 tu sume, tapi bile search, gambar nye terlalu menakotkan aku. so, aku decide x taruk la picture tu sume. i think it's enough by knowing the risk than look at the pictures.

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/std-testing/ID00047

Tests for Sexual Transmitted Disease (STD).

I would like to start this thread with assalamualaikum and a very good evening for no one anyone that read this post. as i said at the previous post, since i was sexually active, it is necessary for me to get test for STD. but the issue here is when will i do it. hmm... actually, i'm quite scared to do the test. but it is important for me to check myself so then i won't effect anyone else. so, i guess i will do it..later. :P

ok, let's get back to the business. i was wondering, if i want to get the test, which test should i do, and what is more important, what should i say to the doctor. should i say, "doc, i was sexually active, therefore i want to test myself for STD"? hmm...i;m not quite sure that is the right question. therefore, i searched a bit about tests for STD. i found out that there are many type of tests for STD. it is necessary for us to know, what type or what test that we like to get.

Not all doctors perform the same tests for sexually transmitted diseases, known as STD testing. Learn which tests you may need, which you might have to ask for and the limitations of STD testing.

the tests are differ from men and women. so, if women:

At a minimum, get a Pap test — a simple procedure that collects cells from your cervix to test for cancer or precancerous changes. Cervical cancer can arise as a result of HPV infection — a common STD.

Pap tests are recommended for women who are age 21 and older or no later than three years after a woman's first intercourse. If you're between age 30 and 69 and you've had the same sex partner and normal Pap tests for the past three years, you can probably have less frequent Pap tests — every two to three years.

Routine testing for chlamydia also is recommended for women under age 25.

and for men:

Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) guidelines don't suggest routine STD testing if you don't have any symptoms, unless your sexual practices include having sex with men.

If you're a man who has sex with men, annual testing for HIV, syphilis, chlamydia and gonorrhea is recommended. HIV and syphilis can be life-threatening if untreated, and chlamydia and gonorrhea can put you at greater risk of acquiring HIV and other STDs.

but:

See your doctor for STD testing if you have any signs of an STD, such as:

• Genital sores, including fluid-filled blisters, ulcerations or warts
• Unusual discharge from your penis or vagina
• Abdominal pain or fever along with unusual vaginal discharge in women, which may indicate pelvic inflammatory disease (PID)

The CDC also encourages HIV testing, at least once, as a routine part of medical care if you're an adolescent or adult between the ages of 13 to 64. The CDC advises yearly HIV testing if you are at high risk of infection — for example, if you've had unprotected sex with more than one sexual partner since your last test.

http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/std-testing/ID00047