Reviews on 50 Shades of Grey

First of all, I'm not novel-lovers or someone who loves to read novels. But I did like to read novel when I was in secondary school, but I noticed the story line or plot of most novels were all the same, so I lost my interest to read novel. But then again, since everybody keep on talking about this novel, I figured why don't I just try to read this novel. Maybe it does good. and it also because people always said it's an erotic novel. cough cough.

It turns out, it doesn't really that good. It's an erotic novel based on one of the sexual intercourse type, which is BDSM. but for me, it's not that bdsm. It's slightly bdsm, but other than that the novel just has that typical story line. A guy, named Christian Grey who is successful, handsome, so called prince charming who has everything, but he has this weird type of sexual desire. He doesn't believe in relationship and make love, no "fuck hard" certain women after they sign an agreement. The agreement clearly stated a few rules, which agree that grey will be the dominant the partner needs to listen to him, which is be the submissive. Eventually, he fell in love with a pretty poor girl, named Anastasia. She signs the agreement because she likes him. But after she got beat with belt, she realized that she doesn't like it, so she just left. Basically, that is the story line. Nothing interesting but, i guess for those who doesn't know about bdsm, that novel is such an open window to the new world for them.

I don't quite understand why this novel become the one of the best-seller novel. Maybe because of the marketing stunt but for me, the story is too cliche and it's not good at all. But one thing for sure, the usage of bdsm in the novel may attract reader and i guess why people are attracted to read the novel. huhu. Anyway, it's just my personal opinion. Some may find it interesting but it's up to you. I'm giving rate for this novel 4/10.

Tossing dice with the devil

it's the middle month of ramadhan and i'm still drifting away. i don't know i'm doing right now. am i screwing myself because i'm afraid of the future or just want to completely destroy myself.

what's worst, i keep on dreaming about death in the night. it makes me scared to sleep. so, i've been stay up at night for almost a week now.

i don't whether it is a psychological stress due to my relationship or i'm afraid of the result of my exam. it's like i'm tossing dice with the devil, which i know i'm going to hurt myself. i'm going to lose in this game. then i'll drawn in guilty and the depression will come back.

i don't to keep drifting but i don't know what to do.

The Arts of Cooking

I started to learn how to cook when i was 13 years old if i'm not mistaken. I don't know why but some say maybe it is in the blood, my mom is a cook, my grandfather was a cook, my grandmother in my father's side was a cook so.. the gene is so strong that makes me want to cook and appreciate more the arts of cooking.

so say it's because i like to eat, but here's the thing, most of my dishes that i cooked are not the dishes that i like. instead, it's a challenge that i got from my father and sometimes it's because the complicated flavours in the dish makes me want to try how to make it. there are many other dishes that i want to try to cook but i can't right now. maybe after i'm working and if i have free time, i will try to cook them. 

i always wanted to open a business of pastries, cakes and even biscuits but that dream.. i don't know whether i can accomplished that. and i always wonder why i'm in chemistry courses but not culinary's because i have more passion in that. but then again, maybe God wants me to learn other things than cooking. He wants me to know everything so i  won't be a bimbo girl who only knows how to make a macarons. huhu.