Jar of Hearts-Christine Perri

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

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This actually a very good song. a very melancholy song. It reflects all the things that I want to say to my ex-boyfriend.

For me, when I started to say "I love You", I really meant it. I was serious. But then, when he breaks my heart, by making stupid mistake, @ have an affair, it really hurts. When suddenly he comes back, and say he was sorry, and want me back, I just smile.

I know I have trouble to manage my anger, but then whenever I cool down, I will always find him back, and talk to him, tell him I'm sorry..I said those stupid things. I always try to work things out back. But when he gives up or ignores me when I beg him with tears in my eyes, it really hurts. Once he said "it's over", I will always cry. Whether with my best friend, or alone. I always think..that moment wasn't really over for me. It will be really over after 3 months if he doesn't came back to me.

after 3 months, when he comes back, and saiy he want me back, I just smile and say, it's over. It wasn't over for me, but you said it. So, face it.

My point is..I really take serious in relationship. I just don't take it like wear shoes, or sweater. When you don't want to wear it, you just throw it into closet and buy new one. Months later, you suddenly realize you miss that sweater and search it back. I'm not sweater. I'm human. If you feels like I'm important to you, treat me like one. Don't take me for granted. For me, when it's over, it is really over. No turning back. That is why you really need to think carefully before make any decision.